NikEdna
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Working Weeks
NikEdna
Monday, December 12, 2011
Vacation with my Beloved Family :)
NikEdna ♥
Friday, November 18, 2011
Here comes the School Holidayy!!

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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
NOVEMBER :)

Dear November, please be nice to me. I dont want any bad things happen into my life again. The most importantly, I dont want to have a friends problem anymore. I'm totally tired of all the shits that happened into my life in the past months. God always listen to our prayer, He might not answer directly but He knows your problem, rely on Him. Hmm I know that Allah will be there for me whenever I had a problems, InsyaAllah :')
NikEdna ♥
Friday, September 30, 2011
Problems Again :-/

Hmmm how to start. It's so hard this time. Idk how to say. Friends problem come again. I'm so fucking damn tired of it. It's sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how time change. I'm tired of crying because of this. I'm actually cant understand why people didn't like seeing us together. Semalam, I menangis gila sampai pening kepala :'(

The problem is I didn't understand why all of my friends like to keep it shut about this. They didn't tell me about how they are not satisfied me being friends with her. Idk what's the prob. They dont even tell me about this and I dont know anything. Now when I find out I really cant stand it and suddenly i cry. I totally hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears. Loads of things happened yesterday.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion. Who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement. Who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Sometimes, you just cant tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you dont know why, not because you dont know the purpose, not because you don trust them, but because you cant find the right words to make them understands. Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to live. Hmm so after this, no more THE TRIOS. It will be miss :')
NikEdna ♥
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
A Little Girl Sad Story :'(
“It's been a year daddy.
I really-really miss you.
Mommy says you're safe now,
In a beautiful place called heaven.”
Oh, I'm thinking about our younger years
“We had your favorite dinner tonight"
There was only you and me
“I ate it all up...”
We were young and wild and free
“Even though I don't like carrots”
Now nothing can take you away from me
“I learned how to swim this summer”
We've been down that road before
“I can even open my eyes”
That's over now
“From under water”
Keep me coming back for more
“Can't you see me?”
Baby you're all that I want,
when your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe ...
We're in Heaven
“I started Kindergarten this year”
Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart,
It isn’t too hard to see
We're in heaven
“I carry around a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues Lunch Box”
Oh, once in your life you find someone
“You are the greatest Daddy”
Who can turn your world around,
Pick you up when your feeling down.
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
“I can swing on the swing by myself...”
There's a lot that I can say,
Just hold me now
“Even though I miss you pushing me”
Cuz our love will light the way
“Can't you see me?”
Baby your all that I want,
When your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven
“I miss how you used to tickle me”
Love is all that I need
“Tickle my belly”
And I've found it there in your arms
“My belly hurts”
It isn't too hard to see we're in Heaven
“I try not to cry”
I've been waiting for so long,
“Mommy says it's okay”
For something to arrive,
For love to come along
“I know you don't like it when I cry”
Now our dreams are coming true,
Through the good times and the bad
“You never wanted me to be sad”
I'll be standing there by you
“I try daddy but it hurts”
Baby you're all that I want
“Is it true you're not coming home”
When your lying here in my arms
“Maybe some day”
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven
“I can visit you in Heaven okay?”
Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in Heaven
“It's time for me to go to bed now”
I sleep with the light on.
Just in case you come home,
And kiss me goodnight.
I love you so much.
I miss you daddy”
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Teratak Munirah Adilla :D

OMG!! It was a blast having fun with all my friends at Munirah Adilla's home sweet home :D haa mcm ni lah baru best. Altough tak ramai yg dtg but I think this is the best open house ever. Wanna know why?? Because ktorang semua finally dapat lepak sekali. Tak mcm minggu lepas kann. So, this week is much much and much better! We eat a lot, especially Muhd Ashfaqiah yg mkn tak henti henti hihi :p then ktorg hang out sama sama and we take a PHOTOSHOOT!! Like seriously best gilaaaaaa :D so to my friend yg tak dapat dtg, I feel sorry for you guys because you guys miss the fun that we all had together. Nevermind, InsyaAllah next year ada lg kan. So dont worry :)
And also I finally got to meet my new and beautiful friends Yasmin Ab and Nur Amalina. You girls are so gorgeous! Like seriously :) but unfortunately kte dapat hang out kejap je. Sorry, I kena balik awal. Hope next time dapat hang out dgn both of you lagi kay? Hee :)
So, I think thats all for now. Nak besiap pergi open house for tonight pulak. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! Kalau nak tgk gmbr, just go to my facebook account okay. Kalau tkde lagi, it will be uploaded soon hihi ;)
NikEdna ♥