NikEdna
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Working Weeks
NikEdna
Monday, December 12, 2011
Vacation with my Beloved Family :)
NikEdna ♥
Friday, November 18, 2011
Here comes the School Holidayy!!
NikEdna ♥
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
NOVEMBER :)
Dear November, please be nice to me. I dont want any bad things happen into my life again. The most importantly, I dont want to have a friends problem anymore. I'm totally tired of all the shits that happened into my life in the past months. God always listen to our prayer, He might not answer directly but He knows your problem, rely on Him. Hmm I know that Allah will be there for me whenever I had a problems, InsyaAllah :')
NikEdna ♥
Friday, September 30, 2011
Problems Again :-/
Hmmm how to start. It's so hard this time. Idk how to say. Friends problem come again. I'm so fucking damn tired of it. It's sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how time change. I'm tired of crying because of this. I'm actually cant understand why people didn't like seeing us together. Semalam, I menangis gila sampai pening kepala :'(
The problem is I didn't understand why all of my friends like to keep it shut about this. They didn't tell me about how they are not satisfied me being friends with her. Idk what's the prob. They dont even tell me about this and I dont know anything. Now when I find out I really cant stand it and suddenly i cry. I totally hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears. Loads of things happened yesterday.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion. Who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement. Who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Sometimes, you just cant tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you dont know why, not because you dont know the purpose, not because you don trust them, but because you cant find the right words to make them understands. Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to live. Hmm so after this, no more THE TRIOS. It will be miss :')
NikEdna ♥
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
A Little Girl Sad Story :'(
“It's been a year daddy.
I really-really miss you.
Mommy says you're safe now,
In a beautiful place called heaven.”
Oh, I'm thinking about our younger years
“We had your favorite dinner tonight"
There was only you and me
“I ate it all up...”
We were young and wild and free
“Even though I don't like carrots”
Now nothing can take you away from me
“I learned how to swim this summer”
We've been down that road before
“I can even open my eyes”
That's over now
“From under water”
Keep me coming back for more
“Can't you see me?”
Baby you're all that I want,
when your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe ...
We're in Heaven
“I started Kindergarten this year”
Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart,
It isn’t too hard to see
We're in heaven
“I carry around a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues Lunch Box”
Oh, once in your life you find someone
“You are the greatest Daddy”
Who can turn your world around,
Pick you up when your feeling down.
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
“I can swing on the swing by myself...”
There's a lot that I can say,
Just hold me now
“Even though I miss you pushing me”
Cuz our love will light the way
“Can't you see me?”
Baby your all that I want,
When your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven
“I miss how you used to tickle me”
Love is all that I need
“Tickle my belly”
And I've found it there in your arms
“My belly hurts”
It isn't too hard to see we're in Heaven
“I try not to cry”
I've been waiting for so long,
“Mommy says it's okay”
For something to arrive,
For love to come along
“I know you don't like it when I cry”
Now our dreams are coming true,
Through the good times and the bad
“You never wanted me to be sad”
I'll be standing there by you
“I try daddy but it hurts”
Baby you're all that I want
“Is it true you're not coming home”
When your lying here in my arms
“Maybe some day”
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven
“I can visit you in Heaven okay?”
Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in Heaven
“It's time for me to go to bed now”
I sleep with the light on.
Just in case you come home,
And kiss me goodnight.
I love you so much.
I miss you daddy”
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Teratak Munirah Adilla :D
OMG!! It was a blast having fun with all my friends at Munirah Adilla's home sweet home :D haa mcm ni lah baru best. Altough tak ramai yg dtg but I think this is the best open house ever. Wanna know why?? Because ktorang semua finally dapat lepak sekali. Tak mcm minggu lepas kann. So, this week is much much and much better! We eat a lot, especially Muhd Ashfaqiah yg mkn tak henti henti hihi :p then ktorg hang out sama sama and we take a PHOTOSHOOT!! Like seriously best gilaaaaaa :D so to my friend yg tak dapat dtg, I feel sorry for you guys because you guys miss the fun that we all had together. Nevermind, InsyaAllah next year ada lg kan. So dont worry :)
And also I finally got to meet my new and beautiful friends Yasmin Ab and Nur Amalina. You girls are so gorgeous! Like seriously :) but unfortunately kte dapat hang out kejap je. Sorry, I kena balik awal. Hope next time dapat hang out dgn both of you lagi kay? Hee :)
So, I think thats all for now. Nak besiap pergi open house for tonight pulak. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! Kalau nak tgk gmbr, just go to my facebook account okay. Kalau tkde lagi, it will be uploaded soon hihi ;)
NikEdna ♥
Friday, September 23, 2011
Respect a Lady :)
FOR THE BOY(s)/GUYS(s) ALL OVER THE WORLD:
If one of you guys have a special person in your life, you should treat her like you would want a man to treat your sister. In other words, treat her as a person, not an object. Really treat her like a princess and always try and give her comments that make her feel good rather than put her down.
Listen to her opinions or ideas. Appreciate her as she is and never underestimate her intelligence. Treat her as an equal. Call her in advance to make plans to go out and never assume that she doesn’t have anything better already scheduled. Andandand, listen to her and respond in a non-condescending manner. Be there for her if she’s crying or upset by holding her. Compliment her. If you think she is beautiful say it! “beautiful” is so much more respectful than “hot”. Love and learn to appreciate her for who she is, as well as her body type. Don’t try and change her physically, just love her natural beauty.
Furthermore, don’t be ashamed to be romantic and when you meet up with your friends, introduce her. Don’t ever cheat on her, talk things through. And you guys should be a gentleman! Look out for her feelings, accept her values or morals, be interested in her life, ask her what’s going on, be helpful, never put her down, if she’s wrong don’t go out of your way to prove her. Be nice and treat her like she is special. Don’t push her to do things she is not ready for. Treat her with respect and pay attention to the small things.
Last but not least, don’t put her down or make her feel uncomfortable when you are hanging out together with your friends or your parents. Stand up for her. If one of your friends puts her down, confront them and tell them that it is not okay. So, get it? I'm just giving my opinion on how you guys should treat a girl :) Do this for HER okayyy. Hmm I think that's all for now. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :D
NikEdna ♥
Friday, September 16, 2011
Open Houses :D
So, speaking of open houses. Tadi pergi rumah classmate I, Fairuz. Hmm not bad lah, best sangat! Got a lot of FOOD yaww! And we (The Scarflets) had a photoshoot together. Totally the best but unfortunately my wifey, Munirah Adilla tak dpt dtg because dye ada hal sikit :'(
Then, time dekat rumah Fairuz tu, classmate I especially the boys ade jugak. Ktorg mmg rapat actually but taktahu kenapa tadi dorang mcm tak kenal je ktorang. Like seriously, asal dgn korang?! -.- mmg tak sakit hati lah kan. Slalunye ktorg lepaklepak, gossipgossip. Ni tak, they're just mind their own business and buat ktorg ni mcm tak wujud. THANKS A LOT GUYS! WE REALLY APPRECIATE IT :) nxt time kalau jumpa ktorg tak payah tegur pun takpe taw. Ktorg tak kisah punn. Yelaa, sape lah ktorg ni kan. Korang kan budak hot, so ktorg tak layak nak lepak dgn korang lagi. And also org yang I rapat before this, org yg I slalu texting tak layan I langsung. He's not even say HI to me. That's why sampai sekarang aku tak txt kau. Once again, thanks dude :)
So, the things yang membuatkan ktorg takde mood and kecik hati is because of this la. Seriously mmg terasa sgt. How could you guys :'( hmm nevermind lah. Nak buat cane, bnde dah lepas malas nak ingat. Buat sakit hati je *sigh* I think that's all for now. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww :-/
NikEdna ♥
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Happy Eid Ul Fitr :)
So this raya, i'm not too excited to celebrate it. Idk why. It such a chaos at my kampung. LOADS of things happened. So damn frustrated. This is the first time i feel like i just want to stay for a brief period. Like seriously -.- rasa mcm tak sabar nak balik rumah. And tahun ni tak rasa mcm raya sgt. BUT the most important is i've got a lot lot lot of DUIT RAYAAA! Yeay :D haha mcm budak kecik. Well~ sape tak happy dapat duit for free kan hihi. Gambar raya? Hmmm tak upload lg laa. After this i'll ask my dad to upload it okayy. So kalau nak tgk, you guys can visit my facebook alright ;)
So I think that's all for now. Once again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin :) Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :D
NikEdna ♥
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
My Dream :)
Ouh Em Gee!!! I miss my bloggyyy!! Dah berzaman dah tak update blog kesayangan ni :')
So, this time i would like to share with you guys about My Dream :)
A dream is anything we can fathom, anything our hearts desire, anything at all. In life we are always told to follow our dreams, by our parents, teachers, family and friends. To a lot of people, my dreams seem unachievable, just aimless thoughts floating through my mind. A dream is anything you want it to be, there is no limit on what you can dream.
I dream of having a family of my own and being happy :) In 10 years, I hope to accomplish this. So, the average person falls in love is 7 times in their life. Being only 16 right now, I've been in love twice. I know love is unpredictable and always happens when you least expect it. That's why I know that if I meet the right person, it will be somewhere random. Maybe in mosque, or surau or Nasyid Festival I guess, haha. So, when I meet my husband, I can only assume that we will date for a while OR a lil bit longer hihi. Then I think that he will propose to me. I want a fairytale wedding. But it will be small (maybe) and with pretty much only family and some friends. After the wedding, we will honeymoon in Paris, somewhere I've always wanted to go :) Assuming that I'll be 26 at that time, I probably won't have kids. Hee :D
"Happiness is not a goal, it is a by-product", Eleanor Roosevelt had once said. My life 10 years from now and 20 and 30 years in the future will hopefully be full of happiness. I can't really predict everything that happens in my life, only God knows. But I know that as long as I have my family and love of my family and friends, I will always be happy :)
Conclusively, i have a huge plan in my life. I know that my life probably won't end up like I think right now, at 16 but it's MY DREAM. As I said before, dreams have no limit. I plan to achieve most of these goals. I would love to become a wife, a mother and to be happy for the rest of my life. After all, as a little girl, Cinderella once told me "A dream is a wish your heart makes" and i think she was right :)
NikEdna ♥
Monday, August 1, 2011
Ramadhan 2011 :)
So, for this Ramadhan al-Mubarak, I want to start a new life. I want to open a new book. I want to apologize to all my friends that i've known all this while. Especially to all my friends that is close to me. I wanna say sorry for what i've done to you guys or i had hurt your feelings or make you guys mad at me. I am really really sorry. I hope we can be friends like we used to :) please, forgive all my mistakes or wrong doings towards you guys :( I know i had changed a lot since this year. And i got a lot of friends problem. And a lot of my friends didn't satisfied with me *i knew* :-/
So, lets make things clear here. I just wanna say sorry once again to my beloved friends, (Alia Natasha, Elia Najihan, Izzati, Nur Ezzati, Munirah Adilla, NurFithriah and Atikah a.k.a Cha) I love you guys so so much. I hope we can be friends again like we used to and I hope you guys accept my apology. So, Friends? :) heee
Last but not least, I wanna wish to you guys Happy Ramadhan al-Mubarak. Hope we could improve ourselves to be a better person. And hope we get a lot of rewards from Allah s.w.t. Amiiinnn :) CAUTION! Stay Away From Doing Bad Things! Tehee :) Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :D
Credits to: Alia Natasha, Elia Najihan, Izzati, Nur Ezzati, Munirah Adilla, NurFithriah, Nur Atikah, Siti Zulaikha, Azwa Shahira, Adlin Noramal and Azza Sofea :D
NikEdna ♥
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Chelsea a.k.a. Bunga Raya :)
And btw, you guys should thanked to us (Me, Bebet Eeka and Azwa) sebab ktorg jadi cheerleader korang. Kalau ktorg tak support korang, tak mungkin korang masuk Semi-Final taw! Haha :P sanggupnya ktorg datang dari pagi smpai petang semata mata nak support korang. Tak sia sia la ktorg datang kan. Alhamdulillah korang masuk jugak Semi-Final. Yeay! :D
Lastly, i just wanna say, do the best in the Semi-Final. Kasi GEMPAK bila main. Ktorg menaruh harapan yg tinggi dkt korang. Okaylah gtg now. Nak keluar pegi beli Jersey colour BIRU. Tehee :D Hope jumpa jersey tu kan *smangat* Byebye, Assalamualaikum and Peace Yaww! :)
NikEdna ♥
Thursday, July 14, 2011
We're Just Friends :)
Right now I just want to be friends with him. So please stop saying that we're a loving couple or whatt okayy. Hurmm, a lot of people said that I'm totally lucky to have him as my close and best friend because he is such a nice guy. It's hard to find a guy like him in this new era. He is so sweet, caring, lovable and lotsss more. Just imagine, dye sanggup datang sekolah time ptg ptg (if i stay skolah lah kan) semata mata nak temankan I balik. He's really worried if I'm walking home alone.
MA, if you read this I just wanna say that, thank you so much for making me happy and willingly to do anything for me. I really appreciate that a lot :') And thanks for being my CLOSE AND BEST FRIEND all this while. I'm glad to know you and I'm glad that we're met. HEEE :3
P/S: So, for all the people out there especially my friends dkt skolah tu, stop saying that we are couple okayy. We are just friends, F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Not more than that okayy :)
So, gtg now. Makan timeee!!! Yumyum! Byebye. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :)
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Farewell Tn. Hj Surimin
So, there's a lot of pictures at my facebook. So, go to my facebook page to see all the pictures kayy :) hurmmm, i have to go now. Byebye and peace yaww! :D
Friday, June 24, 2011
Things that Girls and Guys Shouldn't Ever Do
THINGS THAT GUYS SHOULDN'T EVER DO TO GIRLS:
-Make fun of her hair, face, body or clothes. Seriously don't!
-Overuse sarcasm. It's one thing to joke, it's another to speak sarcasm as a second language.
-Flirt with other girls. It doesn't make us want you more, it just makes us angry.
-Cheat. NEVER in any way will you get away with it.
-Make promises they can't keep. If you can't follow through, don't say it.
-Say "I Love You" when they don't mean it. If the girl you "loved" gained 300 pounds, would you still love her?? That's what i thought.
-Lie. You WILL get caught. Don't ever under any circumstances try to keep a lie going with a girl. It WILL not work.
-Deny things that are true. If a girl confronts you about something, she knows the truth. Denying it makes her more angry. Grow some balls and own up to it.
-Pressure her. If she wants to do something to you, she WILL.
-Talk about other girls. Don't say they're hot, pretty or even nice. We don't want to hear it.
-Talk to her about their exes. If you're saying nice stuff, we'll assume you still like them. If you say shit, we'll assume you'll do the same towards us.
-Say shit behind her back. No matter how much you try to keep it as a secret, she WILL hear about it.
-Be a dick to her in front of their friends. They might think it's funny, but she will definitely not.
-Try to make it look like something was her fault to get yourself out of trouble. It will make things much much worse.
-Ask why she's made at you. Say you were wrong and apologize. Do not say you didn't do anything wrong. If she's mad, you obviously did something.
-Joke about wanting to break up. It won't be taken as a joke, and you'll be single before you can tell her you were kidding.
-Tell her she's overreacting. If you thought she was mad before, prepare to meet she-beast from hell!!
-Go to parties and hang out with other girls without your girlfriend. No matter how much she trusts you, she WILL be worried.
-Make excuses. If you screwed up, don't try to get out of it.
-Talk to her when you're mad. You WILL screw something up and end up regretting it.
THINGS THAT GIRLS SHOULDN'T EVER DO TO GUYS:
-Play him. Guys have emotions too and girls can be just as big of players as guys.
-Not pay attention. Guys try to be tough. I’m not going to lie. But when they’re willing to open up their hearts for you, don’t go off with the “omg i know exactly what you mean blah blah blah (insert your own personal story)”. It means that you’re important to him.-Don’t hook up with other guys that he knows. He’ll get really jealous, even if he doesn’t like you. If you talk to him regularly, don’t do anything you’ll regret. He’ll regret it too.
-Deny his kindness. If he wants to hold doors open for you, pay for you, even carry you when your feet hurt, don’t tell him no. If he likes you, he’ll do so many things for you if you just let him.
-Deny your beauty. Don’t call yourself ugly in front of him, whether it because you want a compliment or you actually believe it. If he says you’re beautiful, believe it. That’s how you are to him. And if you want a compliment, all you have to do is hug him, or look at him in the eyes and you shall get your tales of self beauty from him.
-Let him go. When you find a guy you like, don’t let him go. If he seems like he’s worth it to you, go for it. Chances are you’ll have the time of your life with him, even if it doesn’t last forever.
-Vent to him and not expect him to like you. Don’t open your hearts, cry to him, run to him for support or vent to him in any way if you don’t want him to like you. It WILL happen.
-Don’t treat him like other guys. He’s not a typical guy if he treats you like a princess.
-Tell him to stay away from the people he loves. Yes, he might be friends with other girls, but if they’re his best friend since he was little, don’t tell him to leave her.
-Don’t treat him differently in person than through messaging. Don’t go around texting him like you’re in love and he’s your bff, and when you see him in person you say "Hi" once, and leave. It’s fucked up and it confuses him.
-Don’t accept his compliments. It’s kinda repeated, but when you say “ew, no i’m ugly”, it makes him feel like he’s doing a bad job at caring for you. Trust me.
-Don’t be afraid to let him “do you” LOL. If a guy wants to “eat you out” don’t say no, most of the time he wants to pleasure you without receiving anything in return.
-Don’t point out his flaws either. If you say “oh look, you have some fat here!” or, “it sucks that you don’t have definition on your arms” It’ll fucking haunt him forever.
- Don’t make it a contest to see who loves each other more. He doesn’t want to lose, but if he wins he feels like an ass. Lose-lose either way, so don’t do it.
-Don’t act like he’s a robot. He’s human. He cries, he screams, he can feel physical and emotional pain, he has limits and he can only control so much. Don’t push him.
-Go on adventures with him. He’ll protect you as much as he can, so don’t worry to wander off, it usually ends up being the time of your life.
-EVERY GUY MASTURBATES. DON’T JUDGE HIM. Every guy does it, at some point, no matter who they are, they will reach a moment in their lives where they do it on a daily basis, and they won’t care where. So don’t make fun of him.
P/S: If he says he loves you more, and he’s not a tool or drunk or high, It’s true
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Problem(s) !!
Actually, kebanyakkan problem I ni semua pasal membe membe I. Pasal she's being a backstab to my bestfriend. Then the sweet talker one. And my friend had a little problems with my boy friend, but the boy was like didn't know how she feel. Then, my friend were so frustrated. Everytime she sees that boy she will cry because of what had he done to her. Idk how to help them, but some of the problem were already solved "maybe". So lots of problem laaaaaa. Pening kepala. Kalau nk buat bodoh je susah pulak. Yela, dorang mmbe I kan, takkan nak buat bodoh je. I have to try my best to help them if they had a problem.
*sigh* Entah laaa. Tak tahu dah nak buat apa sekarang. Hope oneday all the problems will solve. And I really hope that no one yang akan bergaduh or something bad will happened towards us. Amin :) so, i think that's all for now. Gotta go. Peace and Assalamualaikum :)
"Believe in yourself. Have faith in your abilities. Remind yourself that God is with you and nothing can defeat you :) "
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
31st May 2011 :)
Friday, May 27, 2011
Exam Is Over!!!!
Ouh yeahhhhh!!! Mid Year Exam is finally overrr!!! HAHA, but i'm so scared to see the results after this school holidays. I hope i will get a good results, Amin :) Hope the picture upthere is not going to happen to me :( And now here comes the school holidayyy. YEAY! :D can't wait to go hanging out with all my best friends :) *EVERYDAY I'M PARTYING* :D
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Plug In Stereo - Oh Darling (Ft. Cady Groves)
And I’m the kinda fellow that’ll make you feel better when your life gets shook
So give it a chance according to your plans
I bet I'm not number one on your list to kiss, but please understand
You seem quite shy, but you’re oh so cute
And I’m the kind of girl that would love to be yours if you asked me to
So just take a chance, try to hold my hand
I swear I’d never let go
Just let me know if you’d be my man
I really want to come out and tell you
Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I’ll say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts freeze
You seem quite right for a boy like me
And I wanna know would you treat me well
Would you treat me like a queen
Cause I’d like to show you and make you see
That although we’re different type
We were meant to be
I really want to come out and tell you
Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts freeze
So I gotta ask you,
I cant be afraid
I gotta take a chance at love
So what do you say
Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts freeze
Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts freeze
this song's really describes me and him :)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Teacher Haslina's Farewell Partayyy :D
If u guys wanna see all of the pictures, go to my Facebook okayy :) There's lotss more :D