Examination

Ya Allah, dah berhabuk dah I punya blog ni! :O fuhfuhfuh! *tiuphabuk* okayy done! Ehem ehem, Assalamualaikum to all my fellow muslims :) okay, sebenarnya dah taktahu mcm mana nak guna blog ni sbb dah lama tak bukak kan. So as you guys can see, my last entry was in April rite? It has been almost 2 months i didnt update my bloggy. Well lately im kinda busy with all the "things" that happened into my life. And you know, im in form 5 right now and I have to struggle for the SPM rite.

Yeayy! My mid term exam had over and now I had known my results. Yes, its awful! I seriously regret with my results. I had stay up all night studying and do some exercise and I didnt get enough sleep. But lastly the result is like a shit. Sorry to say but thats the truth *sigh* at least I had give my best for it. Nevermind, just forget about the midterm exam. And now I have to focus on my TRIAL EXAMINATION. Yess, its just a few months to go. Im so scared. Im not ready for the trial. And ofcourse for the SPM too. Im afraid that I will get a bad result :-/ 

But then, let us take a look at our niat when we study. Do we study because of we need to strive in exam? Or we study because of we want to get the knowledge and use it for the benefits of the society? What’s the difference? Well, let us take a look at the first niat. When we study because of exam, we will do “whatever” we can in order for us to get the highest marks in exam. That includes staying up till late night for revision, hours of consultation with the teachers, focus in the class and and and, well, cheating in exam. What happen if we don’t strive in our exam? FRUSTRATED of course. This is the time where we start to curse our friends, the teachers or worst, God. However, if we study because of our hunger of the knowledge, all of this will not happen to us- the cheating and cursing thingy. Because we will be happy once we understand whatever area of knowledge that we study no matter what happen to our exam result.

People says, "DETERMINATION TODAY LEADS TO SUCCESS TOMORROW". Don’t get me wrong. I’m not writing all of these as an excuse for my bad exam result. For me, everything happens for a reason. Allah knows what the best for us. Doesnt mean that bad exam result will means there are something bad just happen to us. For example, bad exam result will lead us closer to Allah. Because most of us tend to pray once there something bad happens to us. Furthermore, it may help us to conserve our iman. Besides, it also will encourage us to work harder, pushing our boundaries. Who knows while doing this, we might discover our greatest potential. My point is there are good reasons for every bad thing that happen to us. We may realize it tomorrow morning, a week later, a year later, a decade later or once we’re in Akhirat where Allah will reveals every single thing that happen to us. 

So my advice to you guys out there and to myself, keep on making some efforts to do the best in your examination and in your life. We dont know what will happen to us one day. Whether we succeed or not, we have to face everything on our own. Pray for the best. InsyaAllah everything will lead us to success. For me, the higher the effort, the higher the score we will get. As simple as that :) Thats it for now. Thanks to my dad for helping me with the words that I didnt know to use it in english. Teehee :3 Assalamualaikum.

XOXO,
NikEdna ♥ 

Hello Again Bloggy! :)

Heyy peeps! Omg! It has been almost 3 months i didnt update this blog. Busy sikit sekarang. Yea, SPM candidates kan. Got a lot of things to study and ofcourse this months me and my friends will do the account project. Ktorg baru je buat tadi and Alhamdulillah, almost dah nak siap :) Yeayy, and tomorrow kena pegi rumah my friend lagi sbb nak siapkan sikit je lagi account tu and we will practice our oral. Maybe, we're going to do women abuse. Cant wait for the oral! :D

So, malam ni tak boleh nak tidur sgt lah. Thats why lah berkesempatan nak update blog ni. Act, i just finished do my history note. Cikgu suruh buat sampai bab 5, but I baru je buat sampai bab 2. Bagus kan? *sigh* mcm mana lah nak jadi pelajar cemerlang ni. Hurm, nak tidur bukan boleh pun. I keep thinking about him. Harini I tak text dgn dye sgt sbb Im kinda busy today. Sempat txt pun dalam sekejap je :-/ hmm im sorry, if you're reading this. I cant help myself. Now baru betul betul free. Act td I buat nota sejarah sambil online bluebird. Sambil sambil tu sempat lah lagi nak tweet. Tp takde lah tweet all the time. Skjp skjp je. Then dye nak merajuk sbb I buat kerja sambil online boleh, tapi nak txt dye tak boleh. Yea at first I was kinda angry at him sbb I bknnye sengaja taknak txt dye. I've got a lot of works to do. Kang kalau txt, reply lambat sikit marah *sigh*

Anywayy, now I just realize that I really miss him so fucking damn much. Like seriously, im not joking. He really mad at me. And he dont want to text me. K, I understand. Its my fault. Im sorry sweetheart :-/ I hope you forgive me..So, I think thats all from now. My bed is calling for me hee. Goodnight and Assalamualaikum :)

XOXO,
NikEdna ♥

Hello 2012 :)

Hello and Assalamualaikum to all the beautiful people out there and to you whos reading my bloggy :) As you can see the title upthere. Yeah its already 2012. And today is the 7th of January 2012. I think its not too late to make a 'speech' about the new year rite? :)

Alhamdulillah we had reach the year of 2012. Happy New Year peeps! :D I hope Allah SWT will bless this new year and hope everythings will be fine. I think some of you guys had heard about the rumors saying that the world will end in this 2012. Its not that I dont want to believe it, but we as a Muslim should be ready when 'that day' will come. Anytime Allah can make the world ends. Persoalannya, adakah amalan anda telah mencukupi untuk menampung akaun akhirat anda? :)

AND of course, this year I will be a 2012 SPM Candidates *peace* Oh My God! Seriously, Im not ready yet. Nervous, takut semua ada! :-/ A lot of people said that SPM for this year is really hard than the last year. Idk what to say. Of course it will be hard if youre not studying, not concentrate in the class and didnt do any exercises. If we do all of that, InsyaAllah we can do the SPM easily :) But not to forget your AMAL IBADAT. Do the 5 times prayer a day, recite the AlQuran and always remember Allah. DONT DO things that Allah doesnt like and dont do the unbeneficial things. And also dont forget your parents and friends. Go and apologize to them if we had do some mistakes towards them or hurt them and so on....

So in this 2012, I would like to open a new book and start a new life. Lets the past be in the 2011. Lets all of the shits stay in 2011 and dont bring 'them' up in this 2012. Forget all the bad things that had happened to you. Forget all our ex's that had broke our heart and make us cry. Forget all our problems that had hurt our feelings. Just FORGET all that shits okay? Lets bygone be bygone. Lets make a change yaww! :D

Last but not least, I would like to seek for your forgiveness if I had hurt your feelings, make you feel bad or angry and lots more. I am really honestly truly sorry. Hope you guys forgive me :') #peacenowar. Pluss I hope I can do the best in this SPM. Really hope that all the 2012 SPM candidates will get a good results soon. And lastly I really hope I can be a better muslimah. AMIN :)

XOXO,
NikEdna ♥