Problems Again :-/

Hmmm how to start. It's so hard this time. Idk how to say. Friends problem come again. I'm so fucking damn tired of it. It's sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how time change. I'm tired of crying because of this. I'm actually cant understand why people didn't like seeing us together. Semalam, I menangis gila sampai pening kepala :'(



The problem is I didn't understand why all of my friends like to keep it shut about this. They didn't tell me about how they are not satisfied me being friends with her. Idk what's the prob. They dont even tell me about this and I dont know anything. Now when I find out I really cant stand it and suddenly i cry. I totally hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears. Loads of things happened yesterday.



When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion. Who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement. Who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.



Sometimes, you just cant tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you dont know why, not because you dont know the purpose, not because you don trust them, but because you cant find the right words to make them understands. Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to live. Hmm so after this, no more THE TRIOS. It will be miss :')

Sincerely,
NikEdna ♥

A Little Girl Sad Story :'(

This is a video about a girl who lost her dad when she was turning 5 when her dad died ;( And this is seriously true I am completely cried when i saw this. Play the video while you reading what did the girl said:

“It's been a year daddy.
I really-really miss you.
Mommy says you're safe now,
In a beautiful place called heaven.”

Oh, I'm thinking about our younger years

“We had your favorite dinner tonight"


There was only you and me

“I ate it all up...”

We were young and wild and free

“Even though I don't like carrots”

Now nothing can take you away from me

“I learned how to swim this summer”

We've been down that road before

“I can even open my eyes”

That's over now

“From under water”

Keep me coming back for more

“Can't you see me?”

Baby you're all that I want,
when your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe ...
We're in Heaven

“I started Kindergarten this year”

Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart,
It isn’t too hard to see
We're in heaven

“I carry around a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues Lunch Box”

Oh, once in your life you find someone

“You are the greatest Daddy”

Who can turn your world around,
Pick you up when your feeling down.
Now nothing can change what you mean to me

“I can swing on the swing by myself...”

There's a lot that I can say,
Just hold me now

“Even though I miss you pushing me”

Cuz our love will light the way

“Can't you see me?”

Baby your all that I want,
When your lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven

“I miss how you used to tickle me”

Love is all that I need

“Tickle my belly”

And I've found it there in your arms

“My belly hurts”

It isn't too hard to see we're in Heaven

“I try not to cry”

I've been waiting for so long,

“Mommy says it's okay”

For something to arrive,
For love to come along

“I know you don't like it when I cry”

Now our dreams are coming true,
Through the good times and the bad

“You never wanted me to be sad”

I'll be standing there by you

“I try daddy but it hurts”

Baby you're all that I want

“Is it true you're not coming home”

When your lying here in my arms

“Maybe some day”

I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven

“I can visit you in Heaven okay?”

Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in Heaven

“It's time for me to go to bed now”
I sleep with the light on.

Just in case you come home,
And kiss me goodnight.
I love you so much.

I miss you daddy”

Teratak Munirah Adilla :D

OMG!! It was a blast having fun with all my friends at Munirah Adilla's home sweet home :D haa mcm ni lah baru best. Altough tak ramai yg dtg but I think this is the best open house ever. Wanna know why?? Because ktorang semua finally dapat lepak sekali. Tak mcm minggu lepas kann. So, this week is much much and much better! We eat a lot, especially Muhd Ashfaqiah yg mkn tak henti henti hihi :p then ktorg hang out sama sama and we take a PHOTOSHOOT!! Like seriously best gilaaaaaa :D so to my friend yg tak dapat dtg, I feel sorry for you guys because you guys miss the fun that we all had together. Nevermind, InsyaAllah next year ada lg kan. So dont worry :)

And also I finally got to meet my new and beautiful friends Yasmin Ab and Nur Amalina. You girls are so gorgeous! Like seriously :) but unfortunately kte dapat hang out kejap je. Sorry, I kena balik awal. Hope next time dapat hang out dgn both of you lagi kay? Hee :)

So, I think thats all for now. Nak besiap pergi open house for tonight pulak. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! Kalau nak tgk gmbr, just go to my facebook account okay. Kalau tkde lagi, it will be uploaded soon hihi ;)

Sincerely,
NikEdna ♥

Respect a Lady :)

FOR THE BOY(s)/GUYS(s) ALL OVER THE WORLD:

If one of you guys have a special person in your life, you should treat her like you would want a man to treat your sister. In other words, treat her as a person, not an object. Really treat her like a princess and always try and give her comments that make her feel good rather than put her down.

Listen to her opinions or ideas. Appreciate her as she is and never underestimate her intelligence. Treat her as an equal. Call her in advance to make plans to go out and never assume that she doesn’t have anything better already scheduled. Andandand, listen to her and respond in a non-condescending manner. Be there for her if she’s crying or upset by holding her. Compliment her. If you think she is beautiful say it! “beautiful” is so much more respectful than “hot”. Love and learn to appreciate her for who she is, as well as her body type. Don’t try and change her physically, just love her natural beauty.

Furthermore, don’t be ashamed to be romantic and when you meet up with your friends, introduce her. Don’t ever cheat on her, talk things through. And you guys should be a gentleman! Look out for her feelings, accept her values or morals, be interested in her life, ask her what’s going on, be helpful, never put her down, if she’s wrong don’t go out of your way to prove her. Be nice and treat her like she is special. Don’t push her to do things she is not ready for. Treat her with respect and pay attention to the small things.

Last but not least, don’t put her down or make her feel uncomfortable when you are hanging out together with your friends or your parents. Stand up for her. If one of your friends puts her down, confront them and tell them that it is not okay. So, get it? I'm just giving my opinion on how you guys should treat a girl :) Do this for HER okayyy. Hmm I think that's all for now. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :D

Sincerely,
NikEdna ♥

Open Houses :D

This week i've got A LOT of open houses that i have to go. Like seriously in one day i have three to four open house. So today i'm feeling so damn tired. 3 buah rumah kot. Asal tak penat satu hal. And i know that i will gain my weight like a lot. Ouh-Em-Gee, after this dah kena diet lah rasanye *sigh*

So, speaking of open houses. Tadi pergi rumah classmate I, Fairuz. Hmm not bad lah, best sangat! Got a lot of FOOD yaww! And we (The Scarflets) had a photoshoot together. Totally the best but unfortunately my wifey, Munirah Adilla tak dpt dtg because dye ada hal sikit :'(
Then, time dekat rumah Fairuz tu, classmate I especially the boys ade jugak. Ktorg mmg rapat actually but taktahu kenapa tadi dorang mcm tak kenal je ktorang. Like seriously, asal dgn korang?! -.- mmg tak sakit hati lah kan. Slalunye ktorg lepaklepak, gossipgossip. Ni tak, they're just mind their own business and buat ktorg ni mcm tak wujud. THANKS A LOT GUYS! WE REALLY APPRECIATE IT :) nxt time kalau jumpa ktorg tak payah tegur pun takpe taw. Ktorg tak kisah punn. Yelaa, sape lah ktorg ni kan. Korang kan budak hot, so ktorg tak layak nak lepak dgn korang lagi. And also org yang I rapat before this, org yg I slalu texting tak layan I langsung. He's not even say HI to me. That's why sampai sekarang aku tak txt kau. Once again, thanks dude :)

So, the things yang membuatkan ktorg takde mood and kecik hati is because of this la. Seriously mmg terasa sgt. How could you guys :'( hmm nevermind lah. Nak buat cane, bnde dah lepas malas nak ingat. Buat sakit hati je *sigh* I think that's all for now. Assalamualaikum and peace yaww :-/

Sincerely,
NikEdna ♥

Happy Eid Ul Fitr :)

Assalamualaikum :) Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin :) It has been a week raya dah lepas, I baru nak update blog, hihi. Sorry, kinda busy this raya. Lgpun dekat kampung tak boleh nak online. So yeah, i would like to seek for your forgiveness if I had hurt your feelings or make u feel bad or whatsoever. I am really truly sorry. Hope you guys forgive me. Peace? :)

So this raya, i'm not too excited to celebrate it. Idk why. It such a chaos at my kampung. LOADS of things happened. So damn frustrated. This is the first time i feel like i just want to stay for a brief period. Like seriously -.- rasa mcm tak sabar nak balik rumah. And tahun ni tak rasa mcm raya sgt. BUT the most important is i've got a lot lot lot of DUIT RAYAAA! Yeay :D haha mcm budak kecik. Well~ sape tak happy dapat duit for free kan hihi. Gambar raya? Hmmm tak upload lg laa. After this i'll ask my dad to upload it okayy. So kalau nak tgk, you guys can visit my facebook alright ;)

So I think that's all for now. Once again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin :) Assalamualaikum and peace yaww! :D

Sincerely,
NikEdna ♥