Hmmm how to start. It's so hard this time. Idk how to say. Friends problem come again. I'm so fucking damn tired of it. It's sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how time change. I'm tired of crying because of this. I'm actually cant understand why people didn't like seeing us together. Semalam, I menangis gila sampai pening kepala :'(
The problem is I didn't understand why all of my friends like to keep it shut about this. They didn't tell me about how they are not satisfied me being friends with her. Idk what's the prob. They dont even tell me about this and I dont know anything. Now when I find out I really cant stand it and suddenly i cry. I totally hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears. Loads of things happened yesterday.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion. Who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement. Who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Sometimes, you just cant tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you dont know why, not because you dont know the purpose, not because you don trust them, but because you cant find the right words to make them understands. Real friends are always going to be there by your side, even at times when you tell them to live. Hmm so after this, no more THE TRIOS. It will be miss :')